i wanna look like beyonce

this is how i want to look in let's say 6 month time?

hahahahaha if i ever want to look like this i think i need more than luck i need the determination to be like her...

me and my interest

The other day i asked my other half what does he thinks of me nowadays compared to ten years previously... he told me he loves me more each passing day and that to tell the truth i looked even better than 10 years ago hehehehehehehe (that makes me feel warm all over and a bit embarassed)

To tell the truth 10 years ago i have no interest in grooming myself at all that the only makeup i could never live without is a 2 way cake powder, lipstick and eye liner that's it... this is the only 3 essential make up items i have in my handbag wherever i go (i've always has been an ardent fan of perfumes so i collected a lot of perfumes over the years)

Only lately about 6 months before i've had any interest in make up at all, i started studying how to put eyeshadow, what a make up base corrector is, how to apply the blusher etc., hahaha no wonder my hubby says that he also told me if people were to look at me they better look at my face only because that's the best part the rest is getting bigger and bigger i resemble GLORIA the hyppo in the madagascar cartoon movie (huh how dare he puts it that way....)

hmmmm giving it a lot of thought lately and i think i will go on a mission i don't know whether i'ts MISSION IMPOSSIBLE or what but I'M GOING ON A DIET and exercise regime and slim down so i can go back to my 30 size jeans huhuhuhuhu wish me luck i'll keep a daily update and this day on the 29/11/2008 i vow i'll stop eating rice for starters until i get to my desired weight insya'llah

ehem what sparks this motivation is that last nite my darling asked me he's going to give me a bonus for being a good wife and mother to his kid but i have to decide what's to use the money for and he gave me this 2 option whether to go to a SLIMMING CENTRE or go for a HOLIDAY hmmmmm i tot a long time thinking should i be selfish and go on a holiday shopping spree? or should i go to a slimming centre all expenses paid........ so after thinking and mulling about it for about an hour i told my darling be it like this i'll go on a diet and exercise regime if i drop down 5 kg u bring me for holidays we shake on it so we'll see whether i succeed or not....

this is a picture of me before i go on a diet hehehehehehehehe

bz bz bz

me and the love of my life fadzli jaffar

suraya khairunnisa

nur sarah aqeelah

my first born

muhd faiz hafizuddin

in my life there are things that are important to me and being
1.my religion

2.my husband

3.my children

4.my families

5.my friends

and in that order.... other things my home, my cars, my possesion aren't that important being this material things are only on loan to us from god when we die we only brought a white muslin cloth to cover our body and the only things that accompany us is

our families prayer and our deeds while we're alive...subhannallah...

me and my family

My family use to consist of me (the eldest, my brother raidzuan (passed away due to dengue fever), haniza (married with 2 kids), hamizah (married 2 kids, 2nd husband), rafizam (single and available), razmil (also single and available) and of course last but not least my youngest sister (has 1 kid, divorce and waiting for her big kenduri for her second marriage sometimes may next year insya'allah)....

my father passed away few years back after the sad demise of my brother fortunately he's not married .... but life goes on... and on... and on we should be grateful for every day we've lived because it meaned that we can still pray and serve him the best we can... god's willing...

found my best friend

To tell the truth i don't have many friends but i treasure the ones that i do have this is simply because for the past decade (gosh has it been 10 years already?)

I've lived in seclusion because of the location of my home which is so far removed from anyone else's home thehehehehehehehe

anyway yesterday after much googling about

I finally found my long lost friend which i've been searching for such a long time that i've become heart broken (macam bercinta plak) but i really do love SHIDAH she's one of my truest friend a gem she's the one i can spend my whole day working with then continue on to gossiping after work it's seems like we never run out of any subject or topics to discuss (that's why later on my gm decided that i have to sit next to ms chong huh because we talked a lot ye shida hahahahahahaha)... dengki tul simon tu kan tapi seingat aku sebab aku keje sana laa simon yg kedekut tu bagi angpau (sebab aku ngan muka tak malunya suggest kat dia bagilah angpow some of the staff siap frame angpow tu sebab simon ni kedekut huhuhuhuhu) dan berkali kali aku buat muka tak malu time nak makan mc d dan pizza free hahahahahahahha tapi yg best org tua tu blanja gak kan kan kan eeeeeee rindunya aku ngan kau shidah tuhan jek yg tau mcm org gila bayang aku for the past few years nih... termimpi mimpi dan everytime lalu bbb aku mesti kata manalah shidah ni sayang i really missed her...

Pengalaman yg mengerikan

oho ni pengalaman ngeri saya (SAYA SAHAJA) dan famili masa cuti sekolah naik EYE OF MALAYSIA ...memula dah pesan ngan FADZ pls do not buy for me i takmo naik (aku mmg gayat tempat tinggi and confined spaces - claustrophobic) ihiks...tapi ngengada jek jantan tua ni beli gak so gambar yg senyum tu masa kat bawah bila naik atas korang nampak muka aku cam pucat toreh tak berdarah pehtu anak anak goyang mende tu kena marah giler giler ngan aku (sebab aku dok terbayang kalau jatuh camna laa rupa kami) isk isk isk sungguh scary kan tat tots? teruks tul....

first day i start blogging

alhamdullilah di beri keberkatan untuk meneruskan hidup
alhamdullilah di beri rezeki yang cukup
alhamdullilah di beri kesihatan yg baik